Table of Contents
- 2025
- switch 2 release (i don't buy)
- nomad explore event i don't understand
- fixin project kicks off
- get a dirtywave m8
- fixin family dinner at apong's
- mountain airbnb with michael and thomas and my dad
- start using nvim
- Saw Conclave, Sinners
- Reading Roadside Picnic, Liveship Traders series
- hire freya
- colette visits
- taizhong day trip
- 89kg target comes and goes
- jankathon
- golfing with michael and james
- start viewing wedding venues
- get hit by car again
- Playing Path of Achra, Clair Obscura, Subnautica, Dwarf FOtress
- Reading Liveship Traders
- start fish oil and b12
- get hermann miller chair
- family coworking in jiufen
- get international driver's license with japanese translation
- go sailing
- go to nutritionist
- go to drum studio
- strat of second UK trip
- Saw Jaws,
- Reading FOol's Assassin series
- still in UK
- train ride across europe to copenhagen
- cover a swastika
- clubbing with thomas and jay
- Start Earthsea series
- fukuoka digital nomad trip
- japan burn
- get a new PC
- taiko class
- choose wedding venue
- last day at reactwise
- Watch Tron, Heads of State, V University
- Playing Megabonk, Peak, Katamari
- Reading A LIbertarian Walks Into a Bear
- taipei climate walk
- hire freya for wedding planning
- stop taking ritalin
- mega fancy hotspring hotel trip
- interview at nitra
- APRC application starts
- thomas/tammy national palace museum dinner
- parents leave taiwan
- friendsgiving x2
- Watch Pluribus, Evangelion, One Battle After Another, Predator
- Reading How to Take Smart Notes
- jesse's illustration art fair
- a bunch of ID verification meetings for 508
- jay's horse camping trip
- think i lose passport; freya has
- bike rave
- whiskey crawl with the boys
- okinawa trip
- Watch Censors, Dredd
- Reading lots of comics
- Spending time with my family in Taiwan
- My sister visiting a couple times
- My family leaving Taiwan
- Choosing a wedding venue
- Going on lots of dates with tammy
- relationship with tammy significantly improves
- much more in touch with my emotions
- Have the best job ever all year, lose it at the end of the year
- Start thinking seriously about doing my own thing
- 508 expands dramatically
- Stop doing Mandarin flashcards, start vaguely looking for other strategies
- Lots of coworking with my friends
- Meet all those really cool people at the wedding
- begin hobby experimentation based on advice from ADHD book
- Explore creativity, especially.
- Start tracking energy giving vs energy draining activities
- Try to go to the beach a lot lol
- Do lots of Tub
- Fail to hit my weight goal at all
- At end, start new lifting plan that's pretty fun
- Discover that I actually like lifting
- Come to better understanding about connection between exercise and energy
- started fish oil
- huge exploration in the form of all the review in the hobonichi and especially, halfway through the year, trilium
- asking myself daily question about what gave me energy, what drained it, what did i focus on, etc
- didn't meditate nearly as much as I hoped though
- tried a no buproprion experiment, didn't like that
- doubled my buproprion at the end of the year
- got off ritalin at the end of the year
- hired freya
- the daily todo list thing
- stretching
- journaling, reviewing
- long showers
- using pen and paper
- started the cone club
- coned a SHITLOAD of cars
- made a bunch of cars move out of the sidewalk
- got a lot of people much higher salaries
- definitely the scone walk. So sunny and nice out, warm but not too hot, with tammy. lovely day with my fiance.
- browsing secondhand shops in japan, finding gems like my IEMs or the DAC or 3ds.
- smoking and relaxing in Amsterdam
- eating baked goods with jesse in sweden
- I mean, not losing weight sucks, but the wedding is coming up so hopefully that'll be sufficiently motivating
- Weird walk with Jesse where money was a topic, idk what got into me, manic state or something
- Failing at Reactwise, ugh
- Not hanging with my family as much as I should have
- Not being as productive as i'd like, i probably had some kind of depression thing going on
- last year was a huge learning year, so next year should be really, really interesting
- Educational
- Reflective
- Complex
2025
The past year
Going through your calendar
Go through last year’s calendar week by week. If you see an important event, family gathering, friendly get-together or a significant project, write it down here.
- January
- February
- go to osaka with tammy
- try getting off buproprion, hate it, get back on
- yanshui with dad, apong, amos
- fancy buffet with tammy for valentine's
- get hit by car
- play cards / whatever with michael and violet
- watching arcane, severance, marvel's “what if”, barney
- playing rimworld, peglin
- reading The Blade Itself series
- Saw The Remarkable Life of Ibelin
- go to osaka with tammy
- March
- hot spring hotel, I think with family as well as tammy
- court for being hit by car
- emily's back in town
- tea with thomas and tammy
- parent's st paddie's day party
- picnic in daan with emily and family
- mahjong with michael
- xt5 keeps going in and out of shop for sensor cleaning
- megaport
- Reading THe Blade Itself series, Wasteland
- Watching Silo
- hot spring hotel, I think with family as well as tammy
- April
- family mini-huandao
- get a NAS
- get an op1
- crossroads taidong trip
- get a kobo
- move critical personal services to a vps
- minecraft movie lol
- prepare for big hike
- another mini huandao and then the INTENSE hiking/camping
- meet interesting tea factory guy
- Reading Mongoliad, We Are Legion We Are Bob
- Saw Minecraft
- family mini-huandao
- May
- June
switch 2 release (i don't buy)
nomad explore event i don't understand
fixin project kicks off
get a dirtywave m8
fixin family dinner at apong's
mountain airbnb with michael and thomas and my dad
start using nvim
Saw Conclave, Sinners
hire freya
colette visits
taizhong day trip
89kg target comes and goes
jankathon
golfing with michael and james
start viewing wedding venues
get hit by car again
Playing Path of Achra, Clair Obscura, Subnautica, Dwarf FOtress
start fish oil and b12
get hermann miller chair
family coworking in jiufen
get international driver's license with japanese translation
go sailing
go to nutritionist
go to drum studio
strat of second UK trip
Saw Jaws,
still in UK
train ride across europe to copenhagen
- brussels
- amsterdam
- hamburg
- copenhagen with tammy
cover a swastika
clubbing with thomas and jay
fukuoka digital nomad trip
japan burn
get a new PC
taiko class
choose wedding venue
last day at reactwise
Watch Tron, Heads of State, V University
Playing Megabonk, Peak, Katamari
taipei climate walk
hire freya for wedding planning
stop taking ritalin
mega fancy hotspring hotel trip
interview at nitra
APRC application starts
thomas/tammy national palace museum dinner
parents leave taiwan
friendsgiving x2
Watch Pluribus, Evangelion, One Battle After Another, Predator
jesse's illustration art fair
a bunch of ID verification meetings for 508
jay's horse camping trip
think i lose passport; freya has
bike rave
whiskey crawl with the boys
okinawa trip
Watch Censors, Dredd
Reading lots of comics
Spending time with my family in Taiwan
My sister visiting a couple times
My family leaving Taiwan
Choosing a wedding venue
Going on lots of dates with tammy
relationship with tammy significantly improves
Have the best job ever all year, lose it at the end of the year
Start thinking seriously about doing my own thing
508 expands dramatically
Lots of coworking with my friends
begin hobby experimentation based on advice from ADHD book
Explore creativity, especially.
- Drumming. Really enjoy banging away on practice pad
- Do Taiko, it's fun
Start tracking energy giving vs energy draining activities
Try to go to the beach a lot lol
Fail to hit my weight goal at all
At end, start new lifting plan that's pretty fun
Discover that I actually like lifting
Come to better understanding about connection between exercise and energy
huge exploration in the form of all the review in the hobonichi and especially, halfway through the year, trilium
asking myself daily question about what gave me energy, what drained it, what did i focus on, etc
didn't meditate nearly as much as I hoped though
tried a no buproprion experiment, didn't like that
doubled my buproprion at the end of the year
got off ritalin at the end of the year
hired freya
stretching
journaling, reviewing
long showers
using pen and paper
started the cone club
coned a SHITLOAD of cars
made a bunch of cars move out of the sidewalk
got a lot of people much higher salaries
six sentences about my past year
- the wisest decision i made….
- starting to use trilium
- filling out my hobonichi
- hiring freya
- saying no to nitra
- understanding better that i actually like lifting
- understanding that mandarin is critical to having a normal life here
- using AI to help me program
- biggest lesson i learned
- i like working out
- i can hyperfocus without ritalin, and hyperfocus is a talent of mine
- i am capable of doing creative activities
- i really, really enjoy writing
- dopamine candy is a direct harm to my mental health, affects my motivation
- motivation can be found intrinsic to activities, such as working out
- physically writing things is critical
- the biggest risk I took…
- turning down nitra?
- deciding to focus on my own thing / 508 at the end of the year
- the biggest surprise of the year
- i enjoy lifting
- adhd can be an advantage
- my mandarin can improve
- AI can be useful
- the most important thing i did for others
- stayed happy and an inspiration to many
- the biggest thing i completed
- huge 508 improvements
- big success at reactwise until it wasn't
- my hobonichi is just full of journals
- my massive efforts in trilium
- and all the self exploration around it
- finally some weight loss progress
- basically all my things in my last year's year compass other than weightloss are successful
- server and NAS are humming
- learned nvim
- did really well staying off reddit, hackernews, youtube
six questions about my past year
- what are you most proud of?
- keeping it up at reactwise
- my efforts around trilium and hobonichi
- 508 growing
- didn't we migrate to discord this year? plus all the stuff around billing infrastructure
- reading lots of books
- getting my server set up all awesome
- putting a ding in weight loss
- Who are the three people who influenced you the most?
- sohre aren, the “how to take smart notes” guy
- daniel or maybe seyhan, or maybe sean
- anyone who told me to try out my own thing. especially michael wu since i owe the co-op's growth to him
- burners
- Who are three people you influenced the most?
- maybe marcin? seems like it
- tammy
- co-op members
- What were you not able to accomplish?
- weight loss
- succeeding at reactwise completely (especially the plot i failed to do)
- picking up a new programming language
- significant mandarin improvement
- staying completely off reddit, hackernews
- What is the best thing you have discovered about yourself?
- self confidence is a core of my capability, and I have strategies for improving it now
- I enjoy working out
- ADHD can be a boon
- I can be creative
- What are you most grateful for?
- Freya
- Michael Wu
- Tammy supporting me
- The Reactwise opportunity funding me for the year
- Trilium, Linux, FOSS, computers
- My motorcycle
- My keyboard
- My camera
the best moments
Describe the greatest and most memorable, joyful moments from last year. Draw them on this sheet. How did you feel? Who was there with you? What were you doing? What kind of smells, sounds or tastes do you remember?
definitely the scone walk. So sunny and nice out, warm but not too hot, with tammy. lovely day with my fiance.
browsing secondhand shops in japan, finding gems like my IEMs or the DAC or 3ds.
smoking and relaxing in Amsterdam
eating baked goods with jesse in sweden
Three of my biggest accomplishments
- list your three greatest accomplishments from the last year here
- keeping 508 going
- surviving reactwise as long as I did
- getting more in touch with my emotions, reviewing and reflecting, and undergoing a lot of experimentation around self discovery, planning etc
- An all time low weight for the last 2 years
- What did you do to achieve these?
- Regular review and reflection
- Targeting specific physiological things like trying to stay on top of working out, taking fish oil, tweaking buproprion, being on ritalin or perhaps getting off it
- Learning more about ADHD
- Just not eating much, getting hungry
- Who helped you achieve these successes? How?
- Tammy was an impetus for getting more in touch with my emotions and discovering intimacy
- Sean backed me up a lot at Reactwise and is the only reason they picked me over Eric
- Lots of conversations with Riley. He kicked me in the butt and made me start using AI tools, which is probably what helped me survive Reactwise as long as I did.
- Michael Wu and his network are the only reason the co-op are as big as they are, other than the framework I established for them
- My therapist
- Whoever on HN recommended Trilium to me, and whoever else recommended the daily paper TODO thing
- Freya was critical, handling all my little bullshit tasks so I could focus on other things
Three of my biggest challenges
- List your three biggest challenges from last year here.
- overcoming imposter syndrome as an engineer
- significantly difficult technical tasks at reactwise
- losing my reactwise job
- trying to lose weight
- my parents leaving
- major depressive slumps, productivity slumps
- Who or what helped you overcome these challenges?
- the ADHD book and the how to take smart notes books, helped me gain better insight into motivation, ADHD. Some youtube videos on the subject as well.
- fish oil, probably
- Tammy supported me through the Reactwise thing, as well as my friends
- my trilium/hobonichi setup helped me focus day to day, and during productive periods helped me plan very well and stay productive
- AI
- Lots of great fiction, Robin Hobb, Joe Abercrombie, Le Guin
- FOSS
- What have you learned about yourself by overcoming these challenges?
- I do apparently like working out
- I have infinite things yet to learn about myself and life
- I am probably of capable of basically anything, given enough time, and so long as I don't fear failure or think too far ahead and outthink the thing as being “worth it”
- I am pretty smart to be able to do all this self discovery nearly halfway through my 30s
Forgiveness
Did anything happen during the past year that still needs to be forgiven? Deeds or words that made you feel bad? Or are you angry with yourself ? Write it down here. Do yourself good by forgiving.
I mean, not losing weight sucks, but the wedding is coming up so hopefully that'll be sufficiently motivating
Weird walk with Jesse where money was a topic, idk what got into me, manic state or something
Failing at Reactwise, ugh
Not hanging with my family as much as I should have
Not being as productive as i'd like, i probably had some kind of depression thing going on
Letting go
Is there anything else you need to say? Is there anything you have to let go of before you can start your next year? Draw or write, then think about it and let it all go.
last year was a huge learning year, so next year should be really, really interesting
The past year in three words
Choose three words to define your past year.
Educational
Reflective
Complex
The book of my past year
A book or a movie was made about your past year. What title would you give it?
“Journaling Through the Ups and Down”
Goodbye to your last year
the year ahead
dare to dream big
What does the year ahead of you look like? Why will it be great? What would happen in an ideal world? Write, draw, let go of your expectations and dare to dream.
Primarily, it's me doing my own thing, which could look many different ways. Content creation, my own apps, 508, whatever. I get these things in such a way that they sustain my life so I can then focus on changing the world in the ways I want it to.
This is what my next year will be about
Take a look at the areas of your life and decide your goals for each of them for the next year. Put those goals on the page—this is the first step towards realizing them.
- personal life, family
- Tammy and I's wedding is a huge thing, I want it to be really fun
- Hopefully I can help my family come back to Taiwan
- I want to enter stage 2 of using trilium / the hobonichi, see how far I can take this reflection/planning
- Plan a bit more, not have the reins of my life in the hands of chaos
- career, studies
- Be self-sustaining through my own businesses
- Learn, hopefully, a new programming language finally. Django?
- Explore lots of business opportunities
- Really put my head down and actually get things done at 508
- get some FOSS commits in
- Zetelkasten
- friends, community
- Get and stay connected in some sustainable way with my friends (personal CRM?)
- Make lots of new friends, especially Taiwanese ones
- Develop a community around 508, the cone club, and in general my social life in Taiwan. Be the community leader I know I can be. Spend LOTS of time with friends.
- relaxation, hobbies, creativity
- Deeply explore creativity
- drumming
- writing
- drawing?
- Lock in on a couple hobbies and intentionally focus on them
- Experiment regularly with new hobbies
- Make relaxation intentional and purposeful, rather than dopamine slop
- Deeply explore creativity
- physical health, fitness
- you know it, except this time, the wedding is here. It really is zero hour for weight loss. 85kg. It's possible.
- Explore this new love of lifting
- mental health, self-knowledge
- Actualize the discovery I'm having around energy being functionally limitless, if you do things that expend it so as to generate it, such as working out, cold showers, giving myself lots of time in the morning
- habits that define you
- Journaling, reviewing, planning
- Stretching
- Meditating, it's really important I get a good experiment in with this being really consistent, it's what was missing from this year
- Exercise
- Writing, lots and lots of it
- Avoiding the dopamine slop
- a better tomorrow\* \* What will you do next year to leave the world in a better shape than you found it?
- Grow 508 in a way that frees more than just me from the throes of capitalism; unlock higher salaries for people
- Inspire people with my writing
- Grow a community for people
- Influence the traffic problems in Taiwan, possibly with content creation?
Magical triplets for the year ahead
- I will love these three things about myself.
- My self exploration and insightfulness; creativity, curiousity
- My abilities granted to me by ADHD
- My social abilities
- I am ready to let go of these three things.
- Dopamine Candy (reddit, hackernews, youtube, even MEMES!)
- Food as Comfort - it's a MAJOR energy giver and a joyful thing, so I want to transform it into something very intentional and focused, rather than a daily crutch. Swap in other energy givers and comforts
- Tendency to spend money lol
- I want to achieve these three things the most.
- Weight loss, strength improvement
- Lots of reading and writing done
- Exploring what kind of life I can create for myself
- These three people will be my pillars during rough times.
- Tammy
- Riley
- Michael, Thomas, Bogdan
- I will dare to discover these three things.
- What are my capabilities when fending for myself and being in charge?
- What happens when I really try to build a community?
- What happens when I stop letting myself fear failure, in that sneaky insidious way that I do? When I really bite the bullet, let go of cynicism?
- I will have the power to say no to these three things.
- Dopamine Candy
- Depressive food slumps, and food in general
- Long morning showers
- I will make my surroundings cozy with these three things.
- Good music
- Comic books and other nice things to read
- Cleanliness, organization
- I will do these three things every morning.
- Exercise
- Shower quickly
- Stretch
- Meditate
- I will pamper myself with these three things regularly.
- Long showers
- Comics, good things to read, intentionally chosen videos to listen to while cleaning or whatever
- Videogames
- I will visit these three places.
- Taiwan mountains, especially for coworking
- Japan
- Southeast Asia
- I will connect with my loved ones in these three ways.
- Staying in touch on messages
- Engaging in intimacy with Tammy
- Planning and doing activities, initiated by me
- I will reward my successes with these three presents.
- New clothes when I lose weight
- A trip to Japan
- Spa experiences
Six sentences about my next year
- This year I will not procrastinate any more over…
- Large tasks that need planning to do
- Doing things in Mandarin
- Causing my day to start
- Going to bed (damn, realization, I literally procrastinate sleeping lol)
- This year I will draw the most energy from…
- Physical activity
- Getting out of the house
- especially to cowork in pretty places
- perhaps to map out the city
- creative activities
- drumming
- intentionally making drinks, food
- writing
- drawing?
- programming for fun
- cleaning, organizing
- review, planning
- small trips
- my friends, hanging out with them
- reading
- videogames
- long showers (at night), tub
- This year, I will be bravest when…
- I'm hungry, or wanting to eat out of boredom / depression
- I lack self confidence
- The task is large, seemingly not worth it, or beyond my capabilities
- I want to consume dopamine candy
- This year I will say yes when…
- Asked if I can do something that is hard
- Opportunities to meet new people
- Opportunities for competition
- Opportunities for intimacy with Tammy
- This year I advise myself to…
- say No when I need to regain my energy or get other things done
- Take it day by day; big tasks, task by task; bite sized pieces, don't allow something to become high friction by overthinking it. Look how full the Hobonichi is, just because I filled it out nearly every day. Look how full the Trilium is, and how much information I have in the Year Review
- Keep alert, notice the time passing. Don't let old ADHD habits take over, or highly addictive ADHD activities to consume me (posting on reddit)
- This year will be special for me because…
- I learned so much the year before, and am going into the next year loaded up with a lot of information on how to focus, avoid depression, be productive
- I have a system set up for reviewing and planning that works well, i don't need to keep fiddling with it
- On that note, a lot of my systems are working now: the auto backups on the NAS, the server, all my self hosted stuff, my IDE and environment (hyprland)
- Crossing over halfway point of my 30s
- I'll be married by the end of it
- I'll be doing my own things in business and content creation, trying to learn who I really am and what I really want to be doing.
My word for the year ahead
Experimentation
Secret wish
508 makes me rich, I get SHREDDED, and my content creation blows me up into a major figure.